MariahC

@chandlermariah4

Grants Pass, OR

I wanted to apologize to some of the women on here and this was the only place I could find to do it, I've been on here for a while now but never really understood exactly how Poshmark worked, I have a lot of really hard things going on in my life right now and it got to the point where it was really starting to effect me, so I downloaded Poshmark thinking it might bring me some joy or at least could be a distraction for me. My mothers very sick, and she's not gonna be here for much longer, she was diagnosed with lupus, rheumatoid arthritis, fibromyalgia, degenerate bone disease as well as some other things, and these are all things that cant be fixed. My dads the only one working right now so it's a battle just to keep our house every month and my moms drastically getting worse to the point where she cant be alone anymore so I stay home and take care of her everyday. It gets so incredibly hard sometimes. It's a different kind of pain that I cant describe to watch someone you love and care for so much go from being the happy, strong, independent person you've always known them to be to always being in pain, to have to ask for help for everything even just walk. I dont have any friends and I dont have anyone to talk to so I download poshmark hoping it would make me feel better whenever I was on it but never really got around to figuring out how everything worked because of everything that's going on so I would just get on here whenever I had time and like everything I saw that I liked that way it would save to my likes list so I could go back to it whenever I could get enough money to put on a card and actually buy things. I had no idea that when you liked something it meant you were interested in buying it, I just found that out, and I just found all these comments from everyone and I saw that I've been upsetting a lot of people for a couple months now and I just wanted to explain to everyone why this has been going on and tell you all how sorry i am for it, I did not mean to cause any trouble on here or upset anyone in anyway and I apologize to everyone that I did cause trouble to or upset in anyway, It was not my intentions at all I just didnt understand how all this stuff worked. But I am going to make an effort to try an better understand everything and learn how to properly use poshmark so this doesn't continue and I really do apologize for any inconveniences I may have caused anyone on here.