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darkblackrose
darkblackrose
Updated Sep 27
darkblackrose
darkblackrose
Updated Sep 27

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Hello Girls! My name is Amber. I am a Certified Freelance Writer and an Entrepreneur. I am also a Recovering Addict. I have been diagnosed with Severe Anxiety and Depression. Lately has been Stressful! But so far I'm hanging in there! The first 2 pics are of me and my son. In the last two are my son and my step son. I love them both! I also have 2 cats, Smudge & Priscilla. I love to write, paint, and color. I'm Very Unique! If you wanna know anything else just ask!!! Thank you! :-)
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52 Comments
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @pursecrazy216 Thank you for the like hun! :-)
Nov 10Reply
pamlaleyan
pamlaleyan Your children are very cute !!!
Nov 16Reply
valeriemark
valeriemark one day at a time girl.. hope all is well <3
Nov 24Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @valeriemark thank you!! :-)
Nov 24Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @jessidawn yes it does and if you ever need to talk just msg me. Idc if we don't know each other sometimes that makes it ALLOT easier. :-) :-) :-) im just glad I'm not the only one
Dec 23Reply
sandyrmartz
sandyrmartz I also suffer from mania depression and anxiety. Its very hard. I try to find enjoyment in just the small stuff of life. One day at a time
Jan 08Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @sandyrmartz At least I know now that I'm not so alone. I was diagnosed in Jr High and I was treated differently bc I had panic attacks and I wasn't just like anyone else. If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to msg me on here and well figure the rest of them. Be strong hun we'll get through this!! :-)
Jan 08Reply
sandyrmartz
sandyrmartz I also had it in jr high. Are your panic attacks under control now? It is nice to know that you dont have to tackle this lifetime alone. Its ashame for us because we miss out on so much of our life from being depressed. We should just make it a point to think about today. I dont know about you but i really believe in an after life. That helps me too. Hugs to you. Just remember if you dont think your strong enough for something just pretend you are. I am almost 55 been an up hill battle all the way. We just have to try harder than most people but it can be done😍
Jan 08Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @sandyrmartz I still do have them but it's not all day every day like they used to be. I think sometimes my subconscious will make me panic bc sometimes i don't even know why I'm panicking. I just hate how it did us from doing certain things, things that could be fun. I fight every day of my life to not panic our be depressed. I have to keep my self busy bc if i don't then i have to much time to think and i make myself panic. Just know that you can come and talk to me if you can't with anyone else. Your a strong women keep it up!!! :-)
Jan 08Reply
poppy64
poppy64 ❤️❤️❤️
Mar 02Reply
shell143
shell143 My question is what the heck can we do to get rid of depression and anxiety!? I suffer with it too and I absolutely hate it! Every day is a horrible struggle just to get myself out of the house. :( I don't take anything because I don't want to become an addict, but isn't there something natural or some way I can pull myself out without taking anything? My poor little girl... Im just not a fun mom... I'm a good one, but not a fun one. :( it really sucks because I hide at home and I don't want to! I WANT to get out. wANT to do things, I just have to fight myself every day to do it.
Mar 03Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @shell143 there is pills for depression that isn't addicting like Zoloft. Really there is nothing you can do without medication. I tried for years to deal with it. Then i had my son and hit a worse depression and i decided to take Zoloft without "forgetting" to take it and just realizing i may need some type of medicine bc i can't do it alone. And now i am a fun mom. I know if i went without it is be a mess but i don't have to go without it nor Will i go without it. Maybe you need to open your mind up to an anti depression and see how it could help you. You could always stop taking it if your not happy with the results too. It's just an option.
Mar 03Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @shell143 also the Zoloft helped me ALOT with my panic attacks. I still get one here and there around my time of the month but i feel alot better now that i don't rely on narcotics to make them go away which it really didn't help anyway just made me sleep. I don't recommend xannex to anyone but one little pill and some patience could help you avoid like it did me.
Mar 03Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @shell143 also here's what i have to do to is to keep my mind busy. I am my own worst enemy and i know it now. I am ALWAYS doing something so i don't think to much and worry myself sick. I still lack energy allot but besides that i feel alot better then what i used to be. I more watch cartoons so i don't over think anything and to escape or color or draw out play xbox with my son. Anything so i don't think about crap
Mar 03Reply
shell143
shell143 Ok well, I'll just have to go with that option. See, I used to be fun, loving, social, happy person... Then I joined the military, got re injured from a previous injury I had and when I had only 2 weeks or so left to graduate basic, they discharged me. Not only did they discharge me but they degraded me, treated me like crap and broke me down worse than they did in those months of training I had. They never "rebuilt" me per-say... I came out feeling like a failure with no confidence severe anxiety and depression so bad I hid away in my room for 3 month. I've been fighting it now for 7 years. I absolutely HATE the person I've become. I used to have so much confidence in myself that I could go and land 10 job interviews and have a choice of which to take. Now, I can't even step foot into an interview. :( I have trouble going to friends homes, functions, outings... Everything. I will drop my daughter off to play at her little friends, but I'll leave. I try to get her involved in many things like swim class and PE activities, just because I don't want her to suffer for what I'm going through. I try really hard to give my daughter a good life, but I feel that I am replacing home time with tons of toys and no one to play with until daddy gets home. I'm always worrying. Always wanting to cry. I don't get excited over anything. I have to fake excitement. I throw myself into a cleaning frenzy because you are right, I've become my own worst enemy. I just want to hide. My daughter is my lifesaver because she does keep me going. But it's not fair. She shouldn't be keeping me going, I should be super mom but I'm not 😪
Mar 03Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @shell143 you have to make yourself happy to. Forget about that thing in the past hun. It's the past. Think about now and what you want your daughter to see you as. I am on methadone bc im a recovering addict i tried to get off of it and iHATED.myself i became the little selfish brat i was and was so mean to everyone including my son. I only went off of it bc everyone wanted me to i didn't want to. I went back on it a few months later and i have no plans on every getting off of it. If you don't like it then tough sh**. As for not being around people and I'm not joking i have 0 friends. I like it better that way. No drama none judging me etc. I have made my son my best friend. It sounds to me like you also need some medication. You can't always come out of this without it. See if you can go on something not addictive and make Small goals for yourself everyday. Like play with your daughter for ten minutes or however long. I know you can do it!! You're a strong women love!! I am here anytime you need someone to talk to!! :-) :-)
Mar 03Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @butterflybelle No i don't do the whole face book thing i am on google though
Mar 26Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @butterflybelle or if you don't have Google i can give you my regular email add we could talk through there. Google has a messanger though so it would be easier! It's weird bc it actually sounds like we're almost exactly alike!! 😎💕 Honestly i haven't had an actual friend in a super long time. Well that isn't my fiance or my son! Since your are also in recovery I'm sure you know why that is!! Lmk which way you'd wanna talk ttyl!!
Mar 26Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @butterflybelle yes mine is darkblackrose6669@gmail and i believe the messanger is through there. Add me abd I'll ttys 😎💕
Mar 26Reply
melanieshea
melanieshea Hi Amber! I love your pics, and stay strong- addictions are NEVER easy but ALWAYS worth fighting for... ♡♡♡ Mel
Apr 24Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @melanieshea Awww thanks hunni!!
Apr 24Reply
melanieshea
melanieshea Ywv... my date is 7-07-2008. Still a struggle, but so worth it!! Stay strong!
Apr 24Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @melanieshea Cool! Stay strong! If you ever need to talk feel free to message me!! I gotta go for a Back Surgery once i get enough money together and I'm hoping they don't try to push the crap on me. I hate when they do that. Ttyl! Have a GREAT night hun!!! 💕😎💕
Apr 24Reply
melanieshea
melanieshea Aww, same goes to you too sweetness! Nite doll!
Apr 24Reply
cdivinsky
cdivinsky Take life one day at a time !!!! Enjoy your children, they are a blessing and grow up before you know it!! Be thankful for all you have.. 😃😃
Jun 14Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @cdivinsky Aww thank you. I am... My five year old is my best friend!! I love him to death!! I try every day even if i go to bed mad or upset i Make myself start fresh and wake up happy the next day. I used to carry my feelings for weeks. Thanks for the inspirational comment hun!! I greatly appreciate it!! 💖😝💖
Jun 14Reply
cdivinsky
cdivinsky @darkblackrose I used to worry about what everybody said about me and thought about me and rumors etc etc... Have anxiety over it then one day I said screw it!! I am me and I don't care what people think anymore... I am a good person and treat my friends great!! I guess it kind of comes w age!! I will be 50 next month and I enjoy every day !! You can't control things that are not controllable... Always remember that !!!! ❤️😘
Jun 14Reply
cdivinsky
cdivinsky PS... That's why I didn't worry about that ring sale... No time in life for that ... I actually blocked her lol!!!
Jun 14Reply
cdivinsky
cdivinsky Becuz she left me a little nasty gram too!!
Jun 14Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @cdivinsky after i got pregnant i had to do allot of growing up. My son prob saved my life bc i wouldn't of quit my drug use. And he still to this day wakes up everyday with a smile on his face and his eyes shine with joy. Its like he sees everyday like Christmas. That's what made me start everyday fresh. If he can wake up like that who am i to wake up and ruin that for him! I was never supposed to be able to have kids to begin with. He's my world.😉
Jun 14Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @cdivinsky Idc what anyone says out thinks. I care what he thinks about me and i don't want to be a mean violent terrible mother (like his half brother has.. poor little boy) I tell my son everything he knows iused to use drugs bc i was stupid and he knows i quit for him. He doesn't look at me any different and tells me everyday how much he loves me!!! 🌞 Thanks for your comments! I love meeting New Awesome people like you on here!!! 😉 keep being you!
Jun 14Reply
cdivinsky
cdivinsky 💕💕😃😃thank you!! Nice meeting u too
Jun 14Reply
marykat
marykat 💕 Hi Amber! Been there! Hang tough, don't over think anything, most of all Love yourself! Your children and Pray! Works wonders! I still have rough days, def was at my best then my nephew passed away last Feb he was 26, back to the bottom I went, working my way back up 😘💕
Jul 15Reply
marykat
marykat 💕 I just read some more of the conversations, you are right! Medication def helps! No one can do it alone😘
Jul 15Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @marykat Hey! Thanks hun. If you ever need to talk I'm here! I appreciate the words of encouragement. It helps alot! I've hit arough patch lately and needed to hear that!! Every body slips esp when a tramatic experience happens. Don't feel bad about it just pick yourself up and try again! Sorry for your loss hun. I too recently had one, its never easy to loose someone you love!! Live strong, Love yourself, and think positive!! 🌹💖🌞
Jul 15Reply
marykat
marykat 💕😘 RIGHT! I'm here too if you need vent or a shoulder, TY
Jul 15Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @marykat Awesome!! I'll keep that in mind hun!💝
Jul 15Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @lisakorn120 i relapsed last November and had to go msn on the methadone for pain and addiction. I messed up but I'm human. I told my 5yr old the truth and watched intervention so icould show him. If he can love me still then i can love myself (moody of the time) and you can get addicted on any dose hunni!! If you ever need to talk i am here! I promise that i won't judge you hun!! 😍🌞
Aug 06Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @lisakorn120 idon't do email really but I'll text 7244170907.
Aug 06Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @lisakorn120 yes i got pregnant when i was really addicted bit quit bc ididn't wanna hurt my baby then relapsed 2Times since but its better then never quitting or caring
Aug 06Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @lisakorn120 yes I am too. I saved your info in my phone. I was told at 14 if never be able to have kids but at 22 when i surprisingly found out i knew id have too quit bc i was never supposed to have this opportunity. He saved my life and doesn't even know it. 🌞
Aug 06Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @lisakorn120 lmfao haha 😝
Aug 06Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @lisakorn120 did you see the other rings itagged you in that are also African Tigers Eye but in Silver?
Aug 06Reply
janet46
janet46 @darkblackrose such a sweet adorable family,nice to meet you! God bless you for hanging in there. Keep poshing💕
Aug 30Reply
wendimb
wendimb Beautiful pictures!! 😍
Oct 09Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @dolphins36 Hey! Thanks for the like! Please let me know if you are interested in anything! I'm VERY Negotiable and I offer 30% off the total price of 2+ items! Thanks and have a fantastic day!🌞🎆🌞
Aug 19Reply
dolphins36
dolphins36 Your welcome, you have very cute sons😀
Aug 19Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose @dolphins36 aww thank you but sadly the one in the last pic ino longer get to see. Me abd his dad broke up bc he cheated on me 😢 but it's ok i just wish i could still see him
Aug 19Reply
darkblackrose
darkblackrose The kid not my ex lol
Aug 19Reply

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